28th
What’s my next step?
I’ve been asking myself this lately.
In the past few months I’ve been accomplishing little things that I didn’t think I would/could do. I’ve been performing outside my comfort zone, writing songs and sketches and getting more involved. But I feel like there is so much I want to do but fear and doubt have been holding me back. I’m sure you know how this feels. I mean, we all go through that but for some reason it paralyzes me. Even though it’s great in my mind, I don’t know how to translate that into reality. So I was hanging with my very very very very good friend Elaine today, and she gave me a challenge: Write 20 songs by the time she gets back from Berkley which is Friday night I believe. So I told her I wasn’t sure if I could do it. I felt too much pressure. So she said just make them the 20 shittiest songs ever, and the big rule is that you cannot judge any of it.
And so it begins. I shall write 20 shitty songs by Friday, and I will try to post them on to this here tumblr at some point.
Viva la musica!
