7th
Dear Lucky,
Do you know that:
I regulate my apartment’s temperature to keep you comfortable?
I spend too much money on expensive treats cause I know you like them/can chew them?
My email address is named after you?
If you’re gone outside for more than just the few minutes it takes you to pee, I come looking for you even though I know you won’t go anywhere?
You can wake me from the deepest sleep just by hearing your nails hit the floor?
I feel so guilty for bathing you because you are cold and uncomfortable?
I still remember your personality even though your age hides it now?
I wonder if I canĀ forgive myself for not being able to get your teeth cleaned properly by a vet?
I keep the front door open so you can watch for anything exciting like a grandpa on a stoop?
I refer to you as a grandpa on a stoop?
I am preparing for your death?
I am going to miss you so much?
I love you?
Oh… you know all of that? … .cool…